Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Well im back and so is the computer.
actually its not my OWN computer
cos something is wrong with it
so now we're stuck with this idiotic computer
that CANNOT PLAY MUSIC OR VIDEOS
DAMN IT!!!
I AM SO FED UP
TODAY'S FRIENDLY MATCH AT QUEENSWAY
6 MATCHES!!!6 EFFING MATCHESAND GUESS HOW MANY TIMES I PLAYED?
ZERO!!!ZERO EFFING TIMES!!!
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT.
I mean sure i HAVE been away for 1 week
but still!
i feel like quitting.
So anyway
we won 5 to 1
Yeah Im happy for us
but i wish i could have played.
No match tomorrow
but Mr Koh says we can go watch the C&B boys play at Sembawang
I AM
SO NOT GOING.
whats the point??
I mean
I want to cheer them on
but if I do
I'll end up looking like an idiot
cos no one else will cheer with me.
WHY does my whole life have to be like that???
COME
ON!!!
its like im invisible
ALL OVER AGAIN.
AS IF the last few years havent been enough.
Sure Im used to being ignored or left out
(usually its both)
but that DOES NOT mean that I like it.
I should change my skin again.
maybe an invisible theme this time.
not that anyone will see it.
this blog is FREAKING DEAD.
I HATE MY EFFING LIFE.
EVERYTHING.
ESPECIALLY ALL THE FREAKING CRAP THAT IS GOING ON AT HOME.
i hate it.
HA
you know that new Paramore song?
'That's What You Get'?
it describes me perfectly.
All that crap that happened last year between me and someone
well look where its landed me.
'That's what you get when you let your heart win.'
if i hadnt been so damn STUPID
i wouldnt be stuck here.
I
HATE
MY
LIFE.
VANDALISED!
5:05 PM
